Mondays are Mondays

Today I went to a board meeting. The camp I worked for this summer was getting recognized. I wished we would have been recognized first. Nope we were last. We had to sit through people talking about taxes, transportation, and construction. But I guess its pretty cool that we got recognized for our hard work. We had our picture taken and it will probably be in the newspaper. I made my Monday vlog for my collab channel its not that great because my battery on my camera went dead. Mondays are Mondays I don't think anyone likes them.

MONEY MONEY MONEY

As this day winds down I sit watching "The great Food Truck Race". Tomorrow is Monday and have to continue job searching. Its so hard trying to find a job in this small town. I want a job that has something to do with my future career (teaching) but things have changed and my experience doesn't seem to matter. So I have to go find a job that I know i'm going to hate so I can pay my bills. I feel as soon as I get ahead with bills and everything something happens and I get behind again. On the upside, I get to go back to school in the spring and get it over with that way I can start teaching. I guess I shouldn't complain my life could be much worse. I think its human to complain. Everyone does it and then realizes why complain it ain't gonna change anything. Random note I want to write a song. One of the lyrics will be "you turn my heart to coal so you can use it in your fire". lol.

Day 2

I stay up late at nights wondering what am I suppose to do with my life??? I think of different options but end up with nothing. I fall asleep and wake up the next day with nothing. People say follow your dreams, JUST DO IT!!! Its not that easy. If it were that easy I would be a millionaire who owned restaurants and I was a DJ at a radio station. I am tired of being stuck in this small town. If this is my only life then I sure am wasting it.

My First Blog

I have tried videoing my life everyday but I failed after the six month mark. So I think I will try this blog thing. Today I deleted almost all of my videos on my youtube account. I sat there for about thirty minutes trying to decide whether or not to delete them. CLICK!!! GONE!!!! I found that my life wasn't interesting enough to make a video everyday. I was putting in alot of effort, videoing, editing, and then uploading to youtube. When I started my youtube channel I wanted to make videos that would entertain people. I feel like in every video I made was about me being depressed about not having a job. I have started to make video intros for other people and I enjoy it alot. Every intro or video I have made for another youtuber they have liked it and commented no the videos. HEYTHATSMIKE actually uses the intro frequently and gave me a shoutout today in his video! CTFXC! MR.ArturoTREJO! all have commented on my videos. THOSE PEOPLE ARE FAMOUSE ON YOUTUBE if you didnt know. MY youtube channel needed a fresh start and I hope everyone likes it! youtube.com/cledus27030. PLease subscribe and I promise only entertaining videos from here on out. I think im done now. lol.